notes I write on my phone in delirious states (NYC 2012, two days before the new year)

A 40 something$ cab ride to where the fuck am I 

The man who honks

The snow on the brownstones

The A train waiting 

Missed connections

Giving up/giving in

Dramatic expansion

Present heart

Bleeding gold/currency 

Chasing the party

Wicked and assisted release 

Brain worms

Rolled cigarettes with frozen fingers

Shaking a little

One note one sound making one million people feel exactly the same way

Bottling energy

Sonic power/energy

We are flying to misty island

I'm sliding down

You're new and beautiful you know that

I need to experience you, 

I need to experience all of this

It'll all be fine I promise

Sometimes I feel what seems to be the sadness of the entire world

Well they got you by the neck 

cause they dont want you

Running away with that dagger mouth 

All twisting the stories around

To suit your pleasures

My heart beats so rapidly while I am sleeping 

Out of body dreaming

I see you've parked the car on the lawn again

You found a way to run

The train again, still waiting