I may not know what it is, but i know what it isn't

it isn't this

and i'm over it


When was the last time
you really let it all out
and said exactly what was on your mind?

When was the last time
you slept next to a friend
without the whole town assuming you fucked them?

When was the last time
you held someones hand
and truly meant it?

When was the last time
you were part of a conversation
that was genuinely engaging?

When was the last time
you got back the same if not more
than you put in?

When was the last time
you fell in love
without reservations?

When was the last time
you looked around
and everything and everyone was beautiful?

When was the last time
you listened to yourself
and actually took your own advice?

When was the last time
you danced alone to the music
in a room full of people?

When was the last time
you did
exactly what you wanted to?