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running around this lobotomy
tryin to figure out what’s wrong with me
searching for a finger to stick in my brain
fish around for awhile and pull me out again

maybe it’s the venom movin around my veins
or the medicine they’re making me take
or the truck that barreled straight into my face
or perhaps I just need to get laid

devious shit
devious shit
I can’t take much more of it

maybe I’ve got syphilis

fuck
this is shit
fuck me

fuck my lack of libido

fuck these stupid numb letters
stuck together
making pretty words
and dumb sentences

and all that other SHIT
you happen to convince
your little insane pea brain
to believe in

someone shake me awake
I’m tired of sleeping